A sincere Apology!!!!

U may think that this post is crazy (as always)!!!.. lol.. I have a friend in my imaginations - an imaginary friend!!! She is a 'she'. Her name is Gargi :)(dunno y did I choose this name..There was a cute little kid whose name was Gargi in my neighbourhood when I was in my primary.. Jus loved tat sweet lil baby:))This post is dedicated to her- my imaginary friend.. A post where I apologize for whatever brutal I did to her :(...

I have always wondered, how life would have been, if I were a twin,...wow!! 2 identical beings very naughty and causing all fuss around in the house and school:).. n If I was, I would have called my sibling Gargi..



Ever since my childhood she has been with me, taking care of me, being my friend loving me, helping me take decisions and lots.. She is an angel, I have to say.. A 'faerie'..!! my alter ego!! She talks to me all the day, when I am asleep, in my dreams and when not!! such a beautiful gal, who's always calm, sweet, who never gets angry for anything even if I don't talk to her!

She would sing 'Sahana' n 'kanada' 4 me when I am really down to cleanse my negative thoughts and regain my stregth :)

She played with me n my Barbie dolls when I was alone, she was a patient when I played doctor-doctor:D, she ws the student when I was a teacher, she became the thief when I was a police and whatnot.. She would always let me take the 'HERO' role and she will enjoy seeing that. She has always wanted me to be happy!! She would weep whenever I was in some misery,when i was wretched n broken... She would pacify me whenever I was in cross with my friends...

She tells me what to do and what not to!She has always hoped for my goodwill..



But everytime I talk to her and realise her presence is only when I am depressed or dejected which shows how egotist I am!(even now I realised ur presence cos I'm upset.. u know that..) It was only a few days back I realised OMG, what am I doing to her! Yet she always smiles at me n embraces me 4 she's jus happy that I talk to her atleast when I am down!!

U are my best'est' friend in the world of imaginations and dreams! U r my angel! Please never leave me! U r the God in me!Be the sweet lil angel!! Come in my dreams and sing the songs of happiness with me:)! I'm sorry for ignoring you in my happiest moments,, yet I know u were one among the people who cherished my successes and happiness!!